Krankenzimmer – drei dreizehn.

Of The Wand And The Moon – Brace Your Self. Video by: Giorgos Kormikiaris

By now it is time to break the routine,  although this is not the conclusion to the quarter as I have been doing so consistently ever since taking up blogging.  I am unable to complete the quarterly in the usual manner not because I will it so,   but because such cannot be helped. On 06/04/16 I was informed of medical malpractice which was committed upon me over three decades ago,  due to practically criminal incompetence at the hands of modern medicine I have lived with repercussions throughout the duration of my life,  only just now have the shadows of the past unraveled into disaster. It was a shock not only to myself but my entire family,  as a result I have been frustrated and angry all month long(atop of the summer heat). This has affected every aspect of my life and all plans sought.

In fact I wasn’t even going to announce this at first,  although it did affect my temperament upon posting Muspelheim. I figured this could be endured silently or at the very least re-directed,  yet due to the abruptness of this ill it would only be courtesy to inform otherwise.  Tomorrow I have surgery,  I have reached an impasse which cannot be ignored unfortunately. The Fortress of Fate heeds me on this course and I cannot seek any other venture until I have found justice at the very least compromise..

As horrid as the later sounds,  I cannot do more than let such run it’s course. As to everything else,  I intend to pick up the hammer in a manner of speaking as soon as possible!


~Im Nachhinein Hindernisse sind Teil der Prüfung und Drangsal.~


  1. Stay strong, my friend. In a way I am close to your feelings, being years now striving to reach a normal physical health, lost in the past years due to both the manifestation of an innate problem and the harmful incompetence of, as you said, criminal priests of the medical world, who have at least contributed to the manifestation of the problematic. Today I can see the return to my regular health or better to a condition that surpasses what I would have been if this problem had never manifested, but stil some years of patience await me. Too much times I had what I interpret as proofs of the existence of Destiny on a individual/microcosmical level, and what applies to the inferior must apply also to the superior, macrocosmical, plane of existence. We should rejoice then, despite everything, as Destiny valued as worthy of much Honour, in change of transient impediments…others have only the latter, and the vast majority is a mass of mediocre, standardized, disheartened traitors of our blood.

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    1. Thank you, last month was a major speed bump for me. Criminal priests indeed, but out of the pain of the last month comes better health in the present. I’ve decided not to seek justice as what happened occurred quite some time ago, to track down medical records legally would not only slow down the present course by a few years but cost an immense sum of money better invested elsewhere(while I still have it). The best course is to “soldier on” let not what happen dwell as an ettin of rage but serve only as a reminder to how foul civilization truly is.

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